Ok

I think my artblock is starting to go away. I tried drawing today and it went very well. I still don't feel like posting anything on NG or Twitter quite yet. Whenever I've posted something recently I get bad anxiety for some reason. Just not in a posting mood I suppose, and I don't know how long that will last.

Anyways I had the idea to start doing a end of the week post on my NG. Every sunday I'll recap my new favorite music, new favorite artists, games, and maybe just an update on what's going on in my personal life. It would be a nice way to I guess share how I'm doing while also shouting out some creators on this site. And since it's once a week its not like it would be hard to be consistent with, so yeah, just something for me to do.

That's about it. Have a good day whoever may be reading this. :D

Twitter is giving me bad vibes, so I'm just gonna be chillin' on NG for a bit. I have some important stuff to work on, but soon as that's done I'll start posting art a lil' consistently.

Have a good day :D

Been having a good couple of days. Just felt like saying hi. Hope whoever reads this is has a good day as well. :D

Hi

I feel almost ashamed of myself. I got onto Newgrounds a while ago and haven't really done anything with it yet. Newgrounds is the only place I feel comfortable being online, because I get to be surrounded by so many artists, animators, musicians and several other creative types, all kinds of people I love and have so much admiration for, and in a free open space that encourages being yourself and working to create awesome shit. I needed that, because for the longest time of my life I've felt isolated, like I had no place to express myself, whether it be through my art or my words. But I haven't been in the right state of mind to really go all out here. I've been feeling demotivated, confused, self-hating and anxious. It's prevented me from creating art I'm really proud of and trying to enjoy NG to the fullest. I don't want to just come and go on NG, I want to be apart of this community.

But now, I think I'm starting to feel better with myself, and eventually I can start really putting my effort into this. I'm not gonna keep posting old art on my computer and leaving NG for extended periods of time. I'm gonna be apart of this community of creators and have fun doing it for however long it lasts. I wanna interact, I wanna improve as an artist, but most importantly, I just wanna be myself and have fun.

Ok bye.